Para Comer Dolor

I tried to eat my way out of it. First, I tried to take my time during dinner with the kids, even volunteering to feed them instead of just preparing the food for them. When I was left alone, I decided to finish the rest of the food. It was still too much though ... say around a generous serving for 2 1/2 persons. I was trying to eat slowly. I thought I was just binging. By the second serving, I started thinking about what I was doing. I threw out the rest of the food and cleaned up. However, before I got to brush my teeth, I felt the urge to throw up. It wasn't binging ... I was going through depression, it was ... bulimia.

I gotta fight this off, for the sake of my children ... for my own sake. I need my life back ...