un día a la vez un día a la vez

booze, music, and yosi ... 3 things that made me forget that i was in a foreign land, away from my family last night. i guess that's what i needed, temporarily. i am not a hypocrite, i miss my family but as what was agreed last night, this will be my temporary family. it help me ease the pain of not being able to take care of other people. i am the nurturing kind of person, i like taking care of others but if i wouldn't be given the opportunity to do that to my real family, then i might as well take care of other people who are willing to be taken cared of.

i tried, i swear, for so many times, i have hinted that i don't wanna be alone anymore. he just shrugs it off. i just have to find a way to get rid of the crying...